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The
Fundamentals - In Retrospect
By Dr. Bob Smith
It is gratifying to feel that one belongs to and
has a definite personal part in the work of a growing
and spiritually prospering organization for the release
of the alcoholics of mankind from a deadly enslavement.
For me, there is double gratification in the realization
that, more than thirteen years ago, an all-wise
Providence, whose ways must always be mysterious to our
limited understandings, brought me to "see my duty
clear" and to contribute in decent humility, as have so
many others, my part in guiding the first trembling
steps of the then-infant organization, Alcoholics
Anonymous. [AA began June 10, 1935, with the start of
Dr. Bob's lasting sobriety. He died November 16, 1950.]
It is fitting at this time to indulge in some
retrospect regarding certain fundamentals. Much has been
written; much has been said about the Twelve Steps of
AA. These tenets of our faith and practice were not
worked out overnight and then presented to our members
as an opportunist creed. Born of our early trials and
many tribulations, they were and are the result of
humble and sincere desire, sought in personal prayer,
for divine guidance.
As finally expressed and offered, they are simple
in language, plain in meaning. They are also workable by
any person having a sincere desire to obtain and keep
sobriety. The results are the proof. Their simplicity
and workability are such that no special
interpretations, and certainly no reservations, have
ever been necessary. And it has become increasingly
clear that the degree of harmonious living that we
achieve is in direct ratio to our earnest attempt to
follow them literally under divine guidance to the best
of our ability.
Yet there are no shibboleths (which means
"long-standing formula, doctrine, or phrase, etc., held
to be true by a group) in AA. We are not bound by
theological doctrines. None of us may be excommunicated
and cast into outer darkness. For we are many minds in
our organization, and an AA Decalogue (which means "Ten
Commandments") in the language of "Thou shalt not" would
gall (which means "irritate") us indeed.
Look at our Twelve Traditions. No random
expressions, these, based on just casual observation. On
the contrary, they represent the sum of our experiences
as individuals, as groups within AA, and similarly with
our fellows and other organizations in the great
fellowship of humanity under God throughout the world.
They are all suggestions, yet the spirit in which they
have been conceived merits their serious, prayerful
consideration as the guidepost of AA policy for the
individual, the group, and our various committees, local
and national.
We have found it wise policy, too, to hold to no
glorification of the individual. Obviously that is
sound. Most of us will concede that when it came to the
personal showdown of admitting our failures and deciding
to surrender our will and our lives to Almighty God, as
we understood him, we still had some sneaking ideas of
personal justification and excuse. We had to discard
them, but the ego of the alcoholic dies a hard death.
Many of us, because of activity, have received praise,
not only from our fellow AAs, but also from the world at
large. We would be ungrateful indeed to be boorish when
that happens; still, it is so easy for us to become,
privately perhaps, just a little vain about it all. Yet
fitting and wearing halos are not for us.
We've all seen the new member who stays sober for
a time, largely through sponsor-worship. Then maybe the
sponsor gets drunk, and you know what usually happens.
Left without a human prop, the new member gets drunk,
too. He has been glorifying an individual, instead of
following the program.
Certainly, we need leaders, but we must regard
them as the human agents of the Higher Power and not
with undue adulation as individuals. The Fourth and
Tenth Steps cannot be too strongly emphasized here -
"Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of
ourselves...Continued to take personal inventory and
when we were wrong promptly admitted it." There is your
perfect antidote for halo poisoning.
So with the question of anonymity. If we have a
banner, that word, speaking of the surrender of the
individual - the ego - is emblazoned on it. Let us dwell
thoughtfully on its full meaning and learn thereby to
remain humble, modest, and ever conscious that we are
eternally under divine direction.
Alcoholics Anonymous was nurtured in its early
days around a kitchen table. Many of our pioneer groups
and some of our most resultful meetings and best
programs have their origin around that modest piece of
furniture, with the coffeepot handy on the stove. True,
we have progressed materially to better furniture and
more comfortable surroundings. Yet the kitchen table
must ever be appropriate for us. It is the perfect
symbol of simplicity. In AA we have no VIPs, nor have we
need of any. Our organization needs neither titleholders
nor grandiose buildings. That is by design. Experience
has taught us that simplicity is basic in preservation
of our personal sobriety and helping those in need.
Far better it is for us to fully understand the
meaning and practice of "thou good and faithful servant"
than to listen to "When 60,000 members [in 1948] you
should have a sixty-stories-high administration
headquarters in New York with an assortment of trained 'ists'
to direct your affairs." We need nothing of the sort.
God grant that AA may ever stay simple.
Over the years, we have tested and developed
suitable techniques for our purpose. They are entirely
flexible. We have all known and seen miracles - the
healing of broken individuals, the rebuilding of broken
homes. And always, it has been the constructive,
personal Twelfth Step work based on an
ever-upward-looking faith that has done the job.
In as large an organization as ours, we naturally
have had our share of those who fail to measure up to
certain obvious standards of conduct. They have included
schemers for personal gain, petty swindlers and
confidence men, crooks of various kinds, and other human
fallible. Relatively, their number has been small, much
smaller than in many religious and social-uplift
organizations. Yet they have been a problem and not an
easy one. They have caused many an AA to stop thinking
and working constructively for a time.
We cannot condone their actions, yet we must
concede that when we have used normal caution and
precaution in dealing with such cases, we may safely
leave them to the Higher Power. Let me reiterate that we
AAs are many men and women that we are of many minds. It
will be well for us to concentrate on the goal of
personal sobriety and active work. We humans and
alcoholics, on strict moral stocktaking, must confess to
at least a slight degree of larcenous (which means
"characterized by the wrongful taking of the personal
goods of another") instinct. We can hardly arrogate
(which means "to assume to ourselves without right") the
roles of judges and executioners.
Thirteen grand years! To have been a part of it
all from the beginning has been reward indeed.
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